Mr. Media Interviews by Bob Andelman
Sara Zarr, "Sweethearts" author: Mr. Media Interview, Part 1
If you’ve ever thought about writing novels, you might want to think about envying Sara Zarr’s career.
Her first, best-selling, young adult title,
Story of a Girl, was a finalist for the 2007 National Book Awards. Book two, just released this month, is
Sweethearts. It has earned glowing reviews and -- even better -- excellent sales.
I interviewed Sara a couple months ago, the morning after the 2007 National Book Awards. She was a delightful guest, even in the face of disappointment, and I made her promise to come back when
Sweethearts was released.
SARA ZARR AUDIO!
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BOB ANDELMAN/Mr. MEDIA: Happy Valentine’s Day. How are you spending Valentine’s Day?
SARA ZARR: I am spending Valentine’s Day unpacking from my little
Sweethearts tour, and then I’m gonna help a friend move, and then I’m gonna watch “Project Runway,” which was recorded last night. So if anyone calls in and gives it away, I’m going to have to hang up. So that’s my romantic day.
ANDELMAN: That’s it, huh? No plans?
ZARR: Valentine’s Day doesn’t figure hugely in my life or my marriage. What I think about Valentine’s Day is that it’s a good excuse if you have a crush to let someone know. And so when I first met my husband, I did send him a little Valentine’s card to kind of let him know that I was thinking about him, and then, 17 years later, here we are.
ANDELMAN: And he’s still waiting for another card?
ZARR: Probably, yes.
ANDELMAN: Let’s talk books. How different is it publishing the second novel compared to being the first-time author?
ZARR: It’s really different. Well, the writing process was a lot different because
Story of a Girl was out while I was kind of finishing the last few drafts of
Sweethearts, and
Story of a Girl was doing well, and it was hard not to feel the pressure of feeling like there’s something at stake now, whereas before, there wasn’t. And the nice thing is with the second book, now I kind of understand what to expect in terms of what the publisher does, of what I do. Because when you get into publishing and publish your first book, there’s no sort of guide for new authors telling you how everything works and what to expect practically and emotionally and all of those things. Now that I’ve been through it once, I’m a lot more relaxed this time and just enjoying it a bit more and not obsessively reading every single thing that every single person says about the book. That’s probably healthy.
ANDELMAN: Sara, I have to ask you because, as you know, we share an agent. Are you telling me that Michael Bourret, our extraordinary agent, did not give you a copy of “Book Publishing for Dummies”?
ZARR: He did not, and if he has one somewhere in his office, I’m going to find out about it, and he’s going to pay.
ANDELMAN: I don’t know whether to feel bad for you that he didn’t give it to you or feel bad for me that he did give it to me, and he didn’t feel you needed it. I don’t know. I don’t know. I’m going to have to think about that.
ZARR: Try not to take that for “Dummies” thing personally.
ANDELMAN: One of the other things we talked about last time around was the possibility of the sophomore jinx. I think you were a little nervous about it then. I imagine you’re feeling a little better about it now.
ZARR: I
was very nervous although, at the time we talked, the editorial process was finished. It was completely out of my hands so there was nothing I could do about it anyway. But I have to admit that it was a relief to see the first couple reviews from
Publishers Weekly and
Kirkus and get positive reviews. After that, I just kind of breathed out and figured well, some people will like it better, some people won’t like it as much as a different book, and I’ll get some new readers, and that’s great. I’m very relaxed and, of course, having that nice National Book Award finalist sticker on my first book is kind of good for the self-esteem, if ever I’m feeling a little low.
ANDELMAN: We spoke the morning after the National Book Awards. You didn’t win. My favorite story about that was that you had your speech that you had practiced and got down to the right amount of time. It had never occurred to you to practice your reaction if you did not win, which I thought was wonderful.
ZARR: Right, the game face.
ANDELMAN: But I’m thinking, since then, and I don’t know if you’ll agree with me, but as a first-time author, maybe they did you a favor by not naming you the winner because it just seems to me that anything you would do after that would be so hard to live up to having that tag, “National Book Award Winner,” that it would be tougher. “National Book Award Finalist” gets to follow you around just the same, and you don’t have to produce the greatest novel on the face of the earth to live up to that the rest of your life.
ZARR: I think you have a point. Definitely being a finalist was absolutely the best thing that could happen for my career, but at the same time, it’s just an award. I have kind of mixed feelings about awards. Of course, if you get them, you think they’re great, and they mean a lot, and if you don’t get them, you’re like, “Ah, it’s just an award.” Now I have that experience behind me, and I like having the sticker on my book, but I also think writing is still hard. Every book feels like I’m doing it for the first time. I want to do a lot of different things. And I know that when I read award-winning books, I don’t always like them so it’s just the opinion of that particular group of judges for that year, and it’s great for one’s career, but it’s not any kind of final verdict on your ability as a writer or your value as a person.
ANDELMAN: That’s true. I remember -- it’s been about 20 years -- but there was a period of time when I was doing a lot of magazine work, a lot of investigative stuff. Much to my surprise, this magazine had entered my work into a competition, and I actually won awards. I think I won like five awards, which was amazing, because I’d never in my life won anything for anything, and so I was excited. And my editor at the time just decided to bring me back down to earth, and he said, “Hey, listen ‘Pro’” -- that’s what he called me, Pro – “Listen Pro, awards are like assholes, everybody’s got one, get over it.” I was just like, “Ooooo-kay.” From then on, I never cared again.
ZARR: Somehow, I’m glad I don’t have someone like that in my life, but yeah, that’s true.
ANDELMAN: Boy, sometimes we romanticize in the crusty old bastards in the business.
ZARR: Yes.
ANDELMAN: Sometimes we could really live without them, I have to say.
Story of a Girl, which was a wonderful book, one I really liked that a lot…
ZARR: Thank you.
ANDELMAN: …and you had the luxury there of keeping that book in the oven a long time. Wasn’t that a couple years to gestation?
ZARR: Yes, it was a few years.
ANDELMAN: And then this one, my sense is that you popped this one out, and I don’t mean that in a deprecating way, but you kind of popped this one out, I’m thinking, in about a year, right?
ZARR: Yes. During the time I was writing
Story of a Girl, there was a lot of waiting. There would be periods of four to six months of waiting to hear back from editors and agents, and so it wasn’t like I was literally working on it every day for three years. Now that I’m writing full-time,
Sweethearts just happened in a more compressed amount of time, but there was no waiting. I was working on it pretty much all the time. The waiting time is good. It helps you get distance from the work, and you don’t really have that luxury when you’re writing under contract to just sort of let it marinate and stew and then go on with the rest of your life while you’re waiting for magic things to happen in your subconscious. It’s definitely different and faster, and we’ll see if I can keep up that pace with future books. I’m not sure about that.
ANDELMAN: I know you have a contract for the third book. Where are you in the process on that?
ZARR: I hope my editor isn’t listening.
ANDELMAN: No, it’s just me and you.
ZARR: Just me and you.
ANDELMAN: It’s just me and you, yes.
ZARR: Page-wise, I’m probably like a fourth of the way through the book, but it feels really rough to me, and I have to turn it in in December. I’ve got a little while, but this year already feels like it’s going by fast so I definitely need to get cracking now that the
Sweethearts promotional stuff is dying down.
ANDELMAN: Certainly, the book’s not written yet. You don’t want to give it away, but tell me a little bit about the process for you on working on the book at this point. You’ve gotten past that first book and the elongated period of time, and now you’re doing this professionally. This is how you’re making a living. So as you approach it, tell me about a typical day. Are you a first-thing-in-the-morning person? How do you approach actually doing the work of the writing now?
ZARR: I have tried a lot of different things in hopes that I hit upon something that is the magic key to making work easy and enjoyable all the time. And what I’m discovering is that there is no such thing, and so I don’t get up at the crack of dawn and start writing. One of the benefits of the self-employed lifestyle is having your own schedule, and so I like to ease into the day and sort of see my husband off to work and have my coffee, and then, ideally, before lunch, it’d be good to get started and then maybe wrap up at three or four. Sometimes that’s just a lot of staring into space and procrastinating, and sometimes it’s three or four hours of actual writing. It just really depends on where I am with the book. Sometimes it’ll really go pretty quickly in the beginning, and then you hit the middle. And you know how it’s going to end, but meanwhile, you have to fill up 150 pages with stuff. Not just “stuff,” but my writer friends and I joke about how we’ll have sections of drafts where we write, “stuff happens here.” We don’t know what, but it’s to remind us that something has to happen in the middle.
ANDELMAN: That’s the way I’ve always read it happens. I’ve always heard that that was the plan usually, that “something” goes in the middle…
ZARR: Something happens, yes. It’s a good sort of rule of thumb for fiction: “Something happens.”
ANDELMAN: Have you found that there’s a particular room that you like to work in, any kind of music, or do you shut off the phone? Really take us inside the process for you.
ZARR: I have a little work area in my house that I share with my husband, and then I also rent an office away from home because offices are fairly cheap where I live in Salt Lake City. It’s nice to have a place that’s just mine that I can go to and get out of the house is the main thing because sometimes you can realize you haven’t gone anywhere for three days, and that’s not a good way to live. Sometimes I’ll work at home and just kind of sit at my computer. I used to work with music a lot, but I’m finding with this book I’m working on now that silence is working better for me. I don’t turn off the phone, but I don’t answer the phone, but that’s nothing new. I never answered the phone before. I just let the machine get it. And I try and keep myself off the Internet for like an hour at a time so that I can get a consistent thought process going. I don’t work in my pajamas, generally. I’m one of those people that I don’t really feel like the day has started until I shower and dress and put shoes on so I’m not lounging around in my pajamas and robe like some writers do. I don’t know if you’re expecting me to tell you something really exciting about my lifestyle. That’s pretty much it - sitting at a computer.
ANDELMAN: Sara, now I’m concerned that you’ve secretly got me on video, and you know I’m sitting here in my robe and underwear conducting these interviews. I thought the green light was supposed to come on if the video was on. I’m trying to get a handle on that.
I don’t do fiction, but I work on a lot of books, and it seems to go through periods where it swings. Right now, I like to get everybody out of the house. I like to get started early, crank up whatever I’ve got in iTunes lately, usually something ‘70s or ‘80s-related because I’m an old man, and I block everything out. You mentioned the Internet, and I wondered about that. It is one of the most fascinating things in our lives, and it is the biggest time-killer around. I’m curious if that is a problem for you at all. You do wind up devoting too much of your workday to it, and before you know it, you’re into the next day.
ZARR: It
is a problem, and the problem with it is just what you’re describing, that it is work. As you know, you have to promote yourself, and if you want people to come back to your website, you have to have dynamic content that’s changing, hopefully daily or at least a few times a week, and then there are emails to deal with. You feel like you’re working, and you are working, but that work never actually ends, and so you have to end it and just say, “I’m stopping this now for a few hours.” It’s definitely a challenge. It’s something that will be the number one thing that keeps me from being as productive on the creative front as I want to be. It’s a positive for my career because a lot of the success that I’ve had has come from word-of-mouth and people who have followed my blog, and I feel like they know me and want to support me and then tell their friends. And that’s really good, and it’s been a positive for me, but at the same time, there does come the moment where you have to say, “Okay, I’m done with this now,” and I have to write. And that’s definitely difficult because writing, as you know, is hard, and for some of us, writing blog posts or answering fan mail or dealing with publisher stuff is easy, and so what are you gonna do? You’re going to take the path of least resistance, which is the business side of it, at least for my type of personality. The creative work is the part that’s hard and scary, and so, of course, I don’t want to do it so I delay that as long as possible. So it’s a good thing I have deadlines.
ANDELMAN: Is there a caller with a question for Sara?
MICHAEL BOURRET: Yes, there is a question for Sara.
ZARR: Oh, hi, Michael.
BOURRET: Why isn’t she working now?
ZARR: I’m busy doing publicity!
BOURRET: Oh, so that’s that “other” kind of work you were talking about.
ZARR: Exactly.
BOURRET: Very good.
ZARR: And, hopefully, we can stretch this out all day.
ANDELMAN: We have a limit because I’ve got book work to do, too, Sara. Folks, this is Michael Bourret with Dystel & Goderich Literary Management. He represents Sara and this other loser, me.
BOURRET: It’s true.
ANDELMAN: Michael, do you have any stories you can tell us about Sara? You want to take us back in time a little bit to maybe when her work first crossed your desk?
BOURRET: Yes, she was a wee lass before she’d written anything of substance. No, Sara’s an amazing success story, obviously, of her own and for her own reasons, but for me, as a writer who did come in through slush with a very attention-catching query letter that referenced
Freaky Friday. Whether or not I had liked the original or the Lindsay Lohan version better. If anyone actually cares, I think they are both very different, different films, but they both have their merits.
ZARR: Okay.
BOURRET: It’s important. But anyway, then she sent me her material, which was really great, and it was immediate from the first few pages and obvious that Sara’s a terrific writer. And in reading the novel, it was 90 percent there and really didn’t need much work because she’d been working on it for so long and really honing her craft and doing all of her homework and obviously approaching the right agent, which is so important.
ZARR: So modest.
BOURRET: I know. Well, the right agent isn’t necessarily some sort of number one agent on the list. It’s about getting the right fit. Obviously, I think it’s been a good fit.
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Sara Zarr, "Sweethearts" author: Mr. Media Interview, Part 2
(Return to Part 1)BOB ANDELMAN/Mr. MEDIA: Michael, we probably have some people listening or maybe reading the transcript later who are wondering how did she get that separation from the slush pile, which is, for those who don’t know, the slush pile is basically all the writers who send in stuff unsolicited, and it just piles up, and eventually, the agents look at it. How did she get separation from that big pile of manuscripts to become “Sara Zarr, National Book Award finalist”?
MICHAEL BOURRET: There were two things. One was that her query letter was well constructed and direct. Was it the most brilliant pitch for a book I’d ever heard? Honestly, Sara, no, but it said what the book was.
SARA ZARR: I know.
BOURRET: It said what the book was about so I understood. It also mentioned her qualifications, which were that she had won an award, the Utah Council of the Arts Award for 2005, is that right?
ZARR: 2003.
BOURRET: 2003, geez. Time really flies. That’s scary. So the fact that it mentioned she had won an award, and then she really did add this personal note asking about
Freaky Friday, which I reference on the website in an essay or something. And it had that little bit of a personal touch. So between those three things I thought you know what? I need to take a look at this, and then, of course, like I said, the manuscript spoke for itself.
ZARR: And then I did, and I tell this to aspiring writers who are on the search for agents, I did follow up with him. A period of time had passed, and I was curious what was going on so I sent him a very brief, courteous email to just follow up.
BOURRET: I actually found that email the other day.
ZARR: Did you? Well, yes, we extensively save all our communications.
BOURRET: We do.
ZARR: And that, I think, helped move it to the top of the stack, too, because I had experienced in the past with a magazine piece I’d done that sometimes those little follow-up notes or calls just remind people yes, that’s around here somewhere, and they pull it out. But you can’t harass them. You have to wait a reasonable amount of time and be brief.
BOURRET: It was a very appropriate email that just said, “I haven’t heard from you in a little bit, you requested my email on this date, and I’m curious to see what you have to say.”
ANDELMAN: Michael, when you took Sara on as a client and when you started taking her work around, do you remember some of the response that you got early on? How did that go?
BOURRET: The response was fantastic from the first person who read it. I sent it out, and I think it was three days later that someone said they really loved it, had read it, and was sharing it with other people. And we did wind up selling it at auction. It’s very rare for a literary novel for the kind of fiction that Sara does to sell at auction just because, usually, you find that one editor who really connects with it, but yes, everyone did. There was no question that Sara was gonna be a star.
ANDELMAN: I remember when you told me about Sara, and I was kind of like, “Young Adult literature? I don’t know, Michael.” And you said, “Let me send you the book, read the book,” and I read the book, and 20-25 pages, I was thinking, “This is pretty good, but I don’t know if I’m going to read the whole thing.” And then somewhere, and I’ve told this story before, somewhere around 30-35 pages, I was just hooked. And I think that that was something that happened with the second book as well. There is something, and maybe someone smarter than I can put their finger on it, but there is something in the nature of the way Sara writes that just grabs you, and you’ve gotta keep turning those pages.
ZARR: My goal is to have that happen closer to page one. Thirty is a little far, but yeah.
ANDELMAN: But I’m not the target audience either so it’s a little tougher sell that way.
BOURRET: And you do have to keep hooking people, which is, I think, the difficult thing. The thing about books is you typically don’t read them in one sitting, though I’ve had several people tell me that they read Sara’s work in one sitting. Most people don’t because you can’t. It’s too much time, and most people, unfortunately, don’t sit down with a book the way they do with a movie or episodes of a TV show on DVD. So you really do have to keep hooking them over and over and over again, and I think that’s, in constructing a book and the editorial process, that’s part of the challenge is to keep that momentum going so that every time you finish one page, you want to know what happens on the next.
ZARR: And I can comment a little bit just on sort of a technical craft level of how that happens, I think. I do sort of think in scenes. I’m a big movie lover, and I’m from the TV generation and always before the commercial break, there’s something, “Ooh, I gotta keep watching that show,” or in a movie, each scene leads to the next and makes you want to keep watching. So when I end a section or a chapter, I try, whether it’s an emotional note that makes people want to read what’s going to happen next or an event, I do think in those terms. I don’t know if I started out doing that super-consciously, but I think because of what I like about books and movies and TV and stories, it sort of happens organically in the way I write.
ANDELMAN: Michael, coming back to this, how easy was it to go out and sell that second novel, and at what point in the process did that happen?
BOURRET: Well, actually, when we had the auction, we wound up getting an offer for two books. So the second book was under contract before it was even a twinkle in Sara’s eye, which, you can ask Sara, was both a blessing and a curse, I think. And since then, obviously, selling books three and four, which we just did in December, was much easier even though the first time it was pretty easy. Her publisher was quite interested in working with her again.
ANDELMAN: So you’re back with Little, Brown for three and four?
ZARR: Yep.
ANDELMAN: Oh good, good.
ZARR: Very happy to be so.
ANDELMAN: Except for the actual having to write the book.
ZARR: Yes, as I mentioned, that part’s hard.
ANDELMAN: What was the line? “It’s always easier to have written than to write.”
ZARR: Yes.
ANDELMAN: Yes.
ZARR: When I look at
Story of a Girl or even more so when I look at
Sweethearts, I look at the physical finished book and listen to people talking about it. Part of me just doesn’t even know how it happened. There’s something about the writing process that’s somewhat mysterious, and when you’re in it, you just can think this is never going to work. And then through revision and the natural process of evolution, you come out with a book, and it’s somewhat miraculous. I can still hardly believe it myself. As Michael mentioned, writing a second book under contract, having a contract for it before I even really had the idea of what the second book would be, was different from the way I’d written before because when you don’t have a contract, you can kind of start a book and be with it for a while and decide is this really the book that I want to write? And when you write it under contract, you sort of turn in maybe 50 pages or so and a little synopsis, and then the publisher says, “Yes, this does sound like the book that we want you to write.” And so if you change your mind kind of through the process, it’s not impossible to alter that course, but when you start feeling insecure whereas when you weren’t under contract, you might just move on to something else. Once you’re committed to that book, you have to work through the hard part. You’re kind of married to it, and you just have to, since it is Valentine’s Day, you have just like a marriage or relationship. You have to work through the hard times, baby, so that you can come out with something that you love.
ANDELMAN: Come try jumping over to the non-fiction world. We’ll have that conversation in a whole ‘nother way. Michael, I know that your two favorite writers are on the phone with you.
BOURRET: That’s true.
ANDELMAN: And we are both…
BOURRET: Except for all the other favorite writers of mine who aren’t on the phone with us.
ANDELMAN: Yeah. Well, I was going to say, and, of course, Sara and I are both committed to projects for the short and long-term.
BOURRET: Yes.
ANDELMAN: So I don’t know if you have time to stay with us, or if you want me to let you go.
BOURRET: Actually, I’m in the middle of negotiating a deal right now, but I wanted to call in and talk to my two favorite people who happen to be talking on this radio show right now.
ZARR: Thanks for calling in, Michael.
BOURRET: Of course. I told you I would, and I did so there you go.
ANDELMAN: Thank you, Michael.
ZARR: A man of his word.
BOURRET: Enjoy the rest of your talk, and I’ll be in touch with both of you soon.
ZARR: Thank God he’s gone!
ANDELMAN: I have a question for you from the chat room from Coll. She would like to know how you got into writing in the first place.
ZARR: It’s funny. I’ve been asked that a lot while I’ve been out promoting
Sweethearts. And I’m just realizing that I barely even remember, but what I tell people -- and I don’t even know if this is true or just a construction of my imagination after the fact, but…
ANDELMAN: You’re a writer. Make something up.
ZARR: This is true. My mother read to us almost every night. I loved books growing up. I didn’t buy a book until I was probably in my twenties really. I had a few books around the house, but my go-to place for books was the library, and we always had stacks and stacks of books. So I was just really tuned in to stories from an early age, and I don’t know if it’s a chicken-and-egg thing, but either as a result of all those stories or if it’s just something in my personality and that’s why I love the stories, I had a very active imagination.
My family was on the poorer side growing up, and so we didn’t have fancy toys, just books and a few stuffed animals and board games, and so my sister and I would play imaginary games all the time, and that was my favorite thing to do with friends. We’d play “Little House on the Prairie”-oriented games, wagon trains, and orphanages with mean school marms, all sorts of crazy stuff. And so I guess it’s just sort of a natural progression to want to tell stories, too, but in terms of writing as a career, I didn’t meet any writers till I was 24 or 25. And I’ve been telling this to kids when I’ve been doing school visits. I never had an author come to any of my schools when I was a kid. To think of being a writer as a career sounded to me a lot like saying I want to be an astronaut or I want to be the President. I knew people did it, but they must be special people, not normal people, and I didn’t realize it was something I could do for a job. And then when I started meeting writers, I thought, “Oh, they’re normal people, and they’re just normal people who actually cared enough to finish books and re-write them over and over again until they were publishable.” I just decided that’s what I wanted to do, and I started doing that and thought my first book was great, and it would be published right away, and it wasn’t. And then I thought, “Well, I’ll write another one,” and then that didn’t happen. Then I wrote a third one and lost my agent over it. I had a different agent before Michael. And then I wrote
Story of a Girl. So it was a process of failure and rejection for ten years and then triumph.
ANDELMAN: Sara, we’ve got another call here for you.
ZARR: Great.
ANDELMAN: I think this is Coll from the web chat.
COLL: Hi. You use a lot of your childhood memories and your experiences in your books, and it’s Young Adult fiction. Do you have any other interests that you do that help you to write, and is it completely different from your writing career?
ZARR: I probably don’t have as many interests as I should. Sometimes I feel like my life is a little narrow right now with so much focus on writing. As I mentioned, I love movies, and I feel like that sort of cross-pollinates my imagination in an interesting way. If I see a great movie, it makes me feel like I want to go write a story or write a book. I’m really interested in computers and cooking. I don’t think there’s a lot of direct influence on my writing, but anything you can do to have a full and interesting life and have friends and social interaction just all goes into that well of experience and imagination that you can draw on when you’re writing a book.
COLL: And do you think you have to have a certain level of literary experience like doing a writing course or education in order to achieve what you want?
ZARR: I think there are a lot of different ways to approach having a writing career. I didn’t study writing in college. In fact, I was an English major when I started college, and then I hated it so much that I changed it to Speech Communications. And then I never really took any official classes or workshops or anything like that. It was kind of learn by doing. I read a lot and wrote a lot, and as I mentioned, wrote three novels before my first published one so I had sort of the practice of finishing a novel. I think the best thing for me was I was in a writers’ group where most of the people in the group --
all of the people in the group -- were a lot better and more experienced than me, and I learned so much so quickly being in a group like that and reading their work and seeing what worked and having them read my work and comment on it.
I think, from what I’ve heard, people who do end up enrolling in creative writing and essay programs and things like that, it sort of accelerates the learning because you, by necessity, usually you’re spending at least 25 hours a week writing. And when you’re in school, you feel like you have to do it because it’s homework, and so it validates the time that you spend doing that, and it can accelerate the process whereas if you’re sort of starting on your own, and your friends and family are like do you even know what you’re doing, and why are you spending so much time with this, and you’re not making any money? Being enrolled in school kind of is a signal to them that this is what I’m doing, but I don’t think there’s any one right way to approach a writing career. The main thing is to write.
COLL: How easy or difficult was it to get your first book published?
ZARR: It was difficult. Well, I should say, I focused a lot of energy on finding an agent. I don’t know if you heard when my agent called in, but I always…
BOURRET: Yes, I did.
ZARR: I always knew from the beginning that I would not be good at the business part of it, not because I’m not organized or smart or anything like that, but I knew, emotionally, I’d have a lot of doubts about what I was doing, and I would be satisfied with a lot less in terms of attention or contract details, things like that, because I’m just kind of insecure. So I always knew I wanted someone to be kind of a business partner with me, which is what an agent really is, and so I focused virtually all my energy on finding an agent rather than a publisher. That was a really long, difficult process. I had one agent, and that didn’t work out so I fired her, or we ended our contract, and then I found the agent that I have now. That whole process was three or four years, but then once I had the right agent, you can do everything right, but then still timing has to work out, the market’s in the right place in terms of the kind of stuff you like to write, and then it ends up on the right editor’s desk, and you have the right agent. In order for those things to converge, to work out for you, you just have to be patient. I have a writer friend who likens it to standing in line for a movie or something. You just stay in line. You eventually get up to the counter, but if you get out of line, then you’re not going to get a ticket. There are a lot of people who want to be writers. You just have to stay in the game and keep going, and you have to make sure that it’s really something you want to do because if you lose that enthusiasm, you’re not going to put up with years of waiting and rejection.
COLL: Brilliant. Thank you very much for that.
ANDELMAN: Sara, you mentioned your blog before, and I want to give that out. It’s
www.sarazarr.com. How has that worked for you in terms of promoting your books and interacting with your readers?
ZARR: It’s been great. I actually started blogging the second I heard the word “blog.” I think it was 1999 or 2000. As soon as I heard about this thing called a blog where you could just spew your opinions all over the Internet free of charge, I signed up. I had actually been blogging for a long time and read other writers’ blogs, and a year or so before I even sold my book, had kind of gotten into a little bit of a blogging network with people and already starting to meet other writers and aspiring writers. I will say that when I sold
Story of a Girl, and I knew I was going to be a published author, I deleted my old blog, my whole one from like 2000 to 2005 because it was pretty personal. And I just all of a sudden felt uncomfortable thinking I could be this public person and have so much personal information, not details about where I live or how people could find me and stab me to death, but just personal feelings and experiences and talking about friends and family and things. So I deleted that. I still get personal on my blog, but it’s personal with boundaries.
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Sara Zarr, "Sweethearts" author: Mr. Media Interview, Part 3
(Return to Part 2)(Return to Part 1)BOB ANDELMAN/Mr. MEDIA: So, Sara, you deleted the stuff that might get you on Howard Stern, and you kept the stuff that would get you on Oprah.
SARA ZARR: Exactly, exactly Bob. Or on Mr. Media.
ANDELMAN: Or on Mr. Media, exactly!
ZARR: But it’s been great. I know a lot of writers read my blog and a lot of librarians, too. If anyone out there writes a blog, you can start to think that the only people who read your blog are the ones who comment, and that might be like 12 people. And so you think, “I’ve got 12 readers. I can be pretty loose.” But I can’t tell you, when I’ve gone to national conferences like American Library Association and things like that, the number of people that come up and say, “I read your blog everyday,” and they’ve never commented. And then you have to multiply that by whatever factor. So you do want to kind of make sure you’re not coming across as a jerk.
ANDELMAN: Or worse. I maintain a couple of blogs, Mr. Media, of course, and then some other things, and I have cut back in what kind of information I’ll put up there about myself or things because, yes, you do realize that it’s going out to a lot of people you really have no control over, and there’s certain things you don’t want to share. It’s kind of an iffy thing. There are a lot of pros, but there are also a few cons that are creeping into it as well.
ZARR: I think another thing that writers need to think about is people involved in their career and who could have influence over their career reading their blog, and if you kind of get a reputation as someone who’s bitter or envious or kind of always talking bad about other writers or other books, it’s not really good for you. You need to find a trusted circle of friends to complain to but not to the whole entire world.
ANDELMAN: How have you celebrated the high marks in your career, whether finding out about the NBA award, the nomination, being a finalist there or getting that new contract for the next two books? Have you done anything special for yourself, your husband?
ZARR: Celebrating is not my strong point. I’m one of those people who always thinks when good things happen they’re going to get taken away any second. I think that’s just sort of a habit of childhood and the home I grew up in. I would like to learn how to celebrate these things because I tend to have a lot of stress and think I don’t deserve this or people are going to find out one day that I’m a complete fraud. That always taints my good experiences so I’m trying to learn to celebrate things. I’m very grateful for everything that happens. It’s more sort of a psychological thing. I sort of have a moment with myself and remind myself of all the years that I worked for it and wasn’t achieving it, and there is a deep sense of satisfaction that comes, but I don’t think I celebrate. I don’t know. Every day is a celebration, Bob. This is my problem with Valentine’s Day. I want to express to my husband that I love him everyday, and I’m sort of everyday really glad to have a writing career. I haven’t gone on any extravagant vacations or anything like that. Maybe someday when I make my first million, I’ll do something like that, but I think I’ve spent enough money on clothes getting ready for the National Book Awards to count as my celebration for a couple years.

ANDELMAN: You’re still in Salt Lake City, maybe not some people’s idea of where the author of
Story of a Girl and
Sweethearts might be living. Is that going to be a long-term point of residence for you, or are you going to migrate to the big city?
ZARR: I’m
from the big city. I’m from San Francisco. I’ve been there and done that, and again, maybe when I make my first million, I could afford to go back. But I really love Salt Lake, and we’re here for my husband’s job, and as long as he’s happy with his job, then we’ll be happy here. I don’t know. It’s really all about his career in terms of where we live, and I’m happy to go anywhere, although with all the snow, I really wouldn’t want to go to the Midwest or the Northeast. But I’m flexible in terms of where I live just based on wherever his job takes him. And there are a lot of writers who live in Salt Lake, and it’s a pretty fun community. I set
Sweethearts in Salt Lake because I love it so much, although my editor, when I first turned in a draft, kind of said, “I don’t know about Salt Lake as a national title, if that’s going to be a place people can relate to.” But we’re all just normal people here with the same life experiences and emotions that people outside of Utah have. So in the end, it did end up staying set in Salt Lake, which I’m very happy about.
ANDELMAN: So you think you’ll do more for the Chamber of Commerce in Salt Lake than perhaps you did for Pacifica?
ZARR: Maybe, maybe.
ANDELMAN: I kind of sense that you’re to Pacifica what David Simon is to Baltimore.
ZARR: I think, actually, people who live in Pacifica totally get it.
ANDELMAN: Right.
ZARR: And again, as I mentioned in our previous interview, it’s a great little place to live. I can see it, as an adult, that it’s a very appealing community, not so much for a teenager without a car, and I think people get it. They know I’m not hating on Pacifica or anything.
ANDELMAN: So what’s next? You’ve got a book that’s due in December 2008, and then you’ve got another one, I guess, what, a year after that?
ZARR: Yes, although I think maybe it’s 18 months after that because, as I mentioned, I wasn’t sure I could keep up the pace. So we kind of built some more time into my contract. And just living life. My husband’s in grad school so getting him through grad school and then, hopefully,
Story of a Girl, the movie version, will happen. Since we talked, there’s officially a writer/director attached, and now that the writers’ strike is over, hopefully, that will move forward, and that would be really exciting to see as well.
ANDELMAN: Can you mention who the writer/director is?
ZARR: Yes, it’s Laurie Collyer, who wrote and directed
SherryBaby, which was a really wonderful movie that had a few Golden Globe nominations the year it was out. I think she’s just kind of the right person for this movie so I was very happy to hear that she was involved.
ANDELMAN: That’s great. I was actually moving toward asking you about that, and, of course, because the movie was optioned, you are one…What did we decide? Are you one degree from Kevin Bacon?
ZARR: I think I might be two or possibly three.
ANDELMAN: Really?
ZARR: I’m not sure if the person who actually knows him is zero degrees or one degree. So I don’t know. I’ve met Kyra Sedgwick now so maybe that’s two degrees. I’m not sure.
ANDELMAN: What was that like? Where did you meet her, and what can you tell us about that?
ZARR: Oh, it was great. She just couldn’t be nicer and more normal, and it was really fun to talk about the book and imagine possibilities for the movie. And I’ve got nothing but excitement for that. It was very nerve-wracking. Before the actual meeting happened, I was probably more nervous than I’d been about anything else in this whole process. I just felt ill, but it was fine once it started.
ANDELMAN: When and where did you meet?
ZARR: We just met for coffee when I was in New York. I can’t give you details, Bob. I have to protect Kyra’s privacy.
ANDELMAN: Oh, of course you can. Who am I gonna tell? Who am I gonna tell? And what about
Sweethearts? Is there any movie action on that?
ZARR: Not yet, although the woman who is Kyra Sedgwick’s production partner on
Story of a Girl read and really enjoyed
Sweethearts, and she also works as a scout for another production company and passing that on to them with her recommendations. So we’ll see.
ANDELMAN: Let me come back to
Story of a Girl because I want to see if I can ask something in a roundabout way and get a different answer.
ZARR: I was not the school slut.
ANDELMAN: No, no, no, no. That wasn’t the question. But if you’re going to continue and insist that, I guess we’ll just have to accept it for now. The last time we spoke I had mentioned that I got to the end of
Story of a Girl and felt like I really wanted to know what happened to Deanna Lambert. And so my question is: with Kyra Sedgwick’s production company, did they buy the rights to the book or the character?
ZARR: The book.
ANDELMAN: Okay.
ZARR: The work. That contract was probably twice as complicated as my publishing contract so I can’t tell you for sure all the different things that were included. There might be action figure rights involved. I don’t know, but the thing that’s optioned is the work.
ANDELMAN: Well, the reason I ask is that Tim Dorsey, who has done a series of Florida-based crazy action novels, funny, silly, Carl Hiaasen-type books, had said that his first book, he’s written eleven of them now, his first book was optioned, and that gave them the rights to all the characters to do, like if they wanted to do like a series of movies with a character, and so I’m looking for some way to find out what happens to Deanna Lambert. What can I say?
ZARR: Why don’t you write some fan fiction? You know about fan fiction, don’t you?
ANDELMAN: Yeah, but okay, but does Captain Kirk have to sleep with Deanna Lambert? That’s all I know about it.
ZARR: Yeah, and Spock is in there somehow I’m sure. Yes, you can write your own ending to that story.
ANDELMAN: Alright. So I guess the answer is that there’s no movement on a sequel to
Story of a Girl.
ZARR: No.
ANDELMAN: Okay.
ZARR: And yes, that is the answer.
ANDELMAN: Alright. Well, there was one other thing that came up.
Sweethearts, and we haven’t really talked about it that much, but it’s the story of these two kids who meet. I think they’re about nine years old.
ZARR: Yes, they meet in grade school so they know each other from probably age six or seven through nine.
ANDELMAN: Since we spoke the first time, of course, I’ve had the opportunity to read
Sweethearts, I was thinking about it this morning, though. Have you seen any of the episodes of “Pushing Daisies”?
ZARR: No.
ANDELMAN: It’s interesting. It reminded me of it a bit. “Pushing Daisies” starts off with the story of this boy and girl, they’re about five or six years old, and they just know somehow that they’re meant for each other. Then something terrible happens, and they’re separated.
ZARR: Uh-oh.
ANDELMAN: And they find each other years and years later. I guess, technically, they’re like in their 20s, which is a little older than your two, and I just thought, “Wow.” There’s no connection between the two? I’m not saying one had anything to do with the other. It couldn’t possibly, but it reminded me of
Sweethearts a lot.
ZARR: Are you accusing me of something here, Bob?
ANDELMAN: No, no, no, no, no. I wouldn’t do that at all. I wouldn’t do that at all, but I was curious whether you had seen the show, that’s all.
ZARR: No, I haven’t. And the funny thing is the inspiration for
Sweethearts came from a real-life experience that I had with a childhood friend who then found me years later, and now we’re very good friends. And I think it’s interesting when that happens. My wanting to write
Sweethearts was part of sort of an effort to understand how people who hadn’t seen each other since they were nine-years-old could meet again at 37 and still experience a strong bond and feel just easy together and like they’d known each other their whole lives.
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Sara Zarr, "Story of a Girl," "Sweethearts" author: Mr. Media Interview, Part 1

Sara Zarr had an experience last night that any author would kill for – sitting in the audience at the Marriott Marquis Times Square in Manhattan, her first novel,
Story of a Girl, a finalist for the 2007 National Book Award for young people’s literature.
For a first-time fiction author, such a nomination is remarkable, and it would be fun for both of us to tell you that she won, but it wasn’t meant to be, not this time around.
Don’t shed too many tears for Sara, however. She’s young, talented, and has already completed her second young adult title, Sweethearts, due on Valentine’s Day 2008 from Little, Brown.
ALSO AVAILABLE AS A PODCAST ON iTUNES. BOB ANDELMAN/Mr. MEDIA: First of all, congratulations on being nominated.
SARA ZARR: Thank you very much.
ANDELMAN: How are you doing today? Last night must have been a little rough after all the build-up.
ZARR: It was fabulous, and it was devastating all at the same time, and it was a really wonderful evening that I will not soon forget. But it’s definitely, as much as you can say it’s an honor just to be nominated, it would be even more wonderful to win, but it was a great night, and it’s all a positive.
ANDELMAN: You mentioned in your blog entry at 2:00 AM that you had quietly put your acceptance speech aside. I have a feeling you’ll get to use it for something else down the line.
ZARR: It’s interesting, because I, of course, I’ve been pondering this since last night, and when you are in a situation like this, you have to be prepared to win because if you do win, you want to speak eloquently and thank everybody, and you don’t want to trip on your way up to the podium, so you kind of walk through it so much in your mind and practice your speech that some part of your consciousness, even though you know you have just as good a chance of losing, or not winning, I should say, as you do of winning, some part of your consciousness has mentally practiced this so much that it’s a little bit of a shock to the system, I think, when it doesn’t happen because at least I didn’t walk through or practice what I would do if my name wasn’t called, and perhaps I should have.
ANDELMAN: To do the flip side of it.
ZARR: Exactly.
ANDELMAN: Did you meet anyone particularly interesting last night?
ZARR: I met just amazing people. The other finalists in the young people’s literature category were all delightful, and we got to spend most of Tuesday together, the day before the awards. We had a press conference with 250 teens from local schools that had all been given copies of the book and read them and came and did a press conference format and asked us questions, and then we had a signing at the library, and I got to enjoy the company of my fellow finalists there. I really wanted to meet Jonathan Franzen. I’m a big fan of his, and I saw him walking through the reception, but he was very purposely walking somewhere. I’m not the type to chase someone down, so that was unfortunate, but it was a great night, and I met so many wonderful people.
ANDELMAN: I understand that something tipped you off even before the announcement that you hadn’t won. Can you tell us about that?
ZARR: Yeah, well, they call all the finalists’ names and project our books onto the screen, and that’s very exciting, and when the woman, Elizabeth Partridge, whom I’m sure was very nervous, as she was the first presenter, announced my name as Sara
Zane, which is not really close to
Zarr at all, so that was kind of a tip-off. I figured if I was going to win, she probably wouldn’t have misspoken my name, and that’s when I slid my acceptance speech back into my purse in my lap and got ready to clap for Sherman.
ANDELMAN: Oh my. Is that when you also mentally slit your wrists?
ZARR: It took a little while to catch up to that, but….
ANDELMAN: Ouch. That must have been hard, and I imagine you are sitting at your table, I guess, with your publisher and your publicist and your agent, and suddenly nobody knows where to look.
ZARR: I think what was maybe more challenging about it than it would have been in another circumstance is that the winner, Sherman Alexie, and I have the same editor, and we’re with the same publishing house so we were all at the table together, and so we were celebrating. It was a win for the table, and I think if I had been the only one, then we all could have sort of looked at each other and commiserated together, but the table was really celebrating, as I was, too, because I love Sherman, and I love his books, so that made it a little harder to sort of balance happy for him, happy for the publisher, happy for my editor, sad for me, but also happy just to be there as a first-time author. Being a finalist is a huge honor on its own, but yeah, it was a real, sort of mixed bag of emotions that you’re processing all in a span of ten seconds.
ANDELMAN: I am sure, as you go forward in your career, you will look back at that and, win or lose, you will remember that as a major moment.
ZARR: Absolutely.
ANDELMAN: We’re talking today, I’ll point out, because we share an agent, and he was telling me a couple of weeks ago how excited
he was for you. He had never had an author who had been nominated for the National Book Award. You’re both young people. This is coming from someone who’s like 100.
ZARR: He’s younger than me. He’s a lot younger than me.
ANDELMAN: Is he younger than you?
ZARR: I’m older than I look. I’m 37, which I know is not old at all. It’s still very youthful, but so many people in publishing are in their mid to late twenties, and when I’m out with my publicist and my editor’s assistant and folks like that and they were born in the 1980s, and Michael (Bourret)’s a youngster, too.
ANDELMAN: Right. Well, I know he was very excited for you and is still very excited for you. I want to make one more reference before I forget to your blog, and this will be the second and last reference to
sarazarr.com, but I was surprised to read there that you actually have a story connecting you to the category’s winner, Sherman Alexie.
ZARR: Well, I’m from the West. I grew up in California, and I live in Utah now, and any writer or reader in the West is very familiar with Sherman and his work, and he’s always been a celebrity in my eyes. About four years ago, I went to hear him speak at the Salt Lake City Public Library, and he talked for an hour, hour and a half, and he was just amazing. He was just super-sharp and had great, funny, true observations about life and politics and writing and parenthood and just the whole bag of what he does. I was really star-struck and too shy even to really talk to him afterwards and say how I enjoyed the talk, and if you had told me that four years from then I would be sharing a National Book Award experience with him, I would not have believed it, and it’s a real treat. And the nice part is he’s truly a kind and warm and wonderful person who I’m glad to have shared this experience with.
ANDELMAN: Was
Story of a Girl taking shape in your mind yet at that point? Were you imagining yourself…
ZARR: Yes. I don’t remember what year that was exactly, but
Story of a Girl has been with me quite a while. It probably was already at least one draft of it done at that time because I had won the 2003 Utah Arts Council prize, which is given to an
unpublished work, and so a draft of that won the prize in 2003, and then it was a process of searching for the right agent and then waiting a long time before that happened. So there were a lot of years in between there. And then, of course, as you know, there is quite a delay between when you sell a book and when it comes out, so I think Michael and I sold that in the spring of 2005, and then it came out in January of 2007. It’s been with me quite a while.
ANDELMAN: Sara, it doesn’t feel to you that that time goes by so quickly?
ZARR: In retrospect, of course. In the middle of it, it’s like eons, like the Ice Age just sort of creeping along.
ANDELMAN: I got paid yesterday for book work I completed in March, and this is now November, so I hate it. I love writing and publishing the books, but boy, between finishing it and seeing it, holding it in your hands, it is an eternity. Let’s actually talk about the book,
Story of a Girl. I read it. Like I said, I’m like a hundred years old, and I read it with a little hesitation because a), I’m not a girl, and b), I’m long past being a young adult. But I have to say, after reading about 30 pages, I just couldn’t put it down. I read straight through. I just thought your sense of pacing was remarkable.
ZARR: Well, thank you.
ANDELMAN: How different is the finished product from what you had four or five years ago?
ZARR: It’s different in that it’s better, obviously, in the re-writing and editing process. What I wanted to do, my vision for the story and the emotions I wanted to explore and evoke, the finished book is as close to that original vision as it can be. I think the earlier drafts were more attempts at getting closer to that vision, but in re-writing, that’s when you really get there. There are some details that are different, some plot details. There’s less going on in the final draft than there was originally. I got some feedback along the way that there was a little bit much.
Originally, Deanna’s father actually had Gulf War Syndrome, and that was a source of a lot of his depression and angst in the family. And that kind of seemed like enough material for a whole other book so I decided to give him a more everyday kind of problem of just being a working-class high school graduate and father trying to provide for his family, having one job for twenty years and getting laid off and not being able to recover from that.
ANDELMAN: It’s hard not to want to ask you how much of your lead character is you, or whether you’re lurking in the supporting cast at all.
ZARR: I’m lurking everywhere in the book. Nothing that happened to Deanna, in terms of the details of her story, ever happened to me. I think the emotions that she experiences are definitely part of my experience. In terms of details of characters and their lives, I’m more like her friend Lee, kind of a good girl from a reasonably stable family, eventually, once my mom re-married. And I think there’s a little bit of me in Darren, the big brother, of just kind of wanting to take care of people I love. And the parents, I have a lot of sympathy for the dad and the mom. I can’t break down my personality and say where I am in each character, but they’re all based on emotional truths, if not incidental ones.
ANDELMAN: Do I have this right? It takes place in a place called Pacifica, and you grew up in Pacifica.
ZARR: I went to high school in Pacifica. I grew up in San Francisco from about age two to 11, and then my mother re-married, and we moved to Pacifica. And I went to junior high and high school there, and it’s very close to San Francisco. It’s really just a fifteen minute drive. But in terms of what it was like to live there as a teenager, it was vastly different than what my experience would’ve been in San Francisco. At least at the time, I went from a really diverse, interesting neighborhood to just a really all-white place where no one walked anywhere, and there was nowhere to go if you didn’t have a car, and people just seemed, they were about twenty years behind what was going on, clothes, music, and culture than the city fifteen miles away.
ANDELMAN: From your descriptions and the atmosphere that you create for Pacifica in the book, it sound like a lot of places that I’ve driven through and never stopped or that I’ve seen a little of, or that, my other suspicion is, that they will not be giving you the key to the city anytime soon.
ZARR: Pacifica, as an adult, when I go there now, I really appreciate it. My in-laws still live there, and it’s just a cute, little, coastal bedroom community of San Francisco, and there are some great people who live there. I met my husband there doing community theater. Now that I have a car, I have a lot of love for Pacifica. But as an adolescent, there’s just something about it that I think is hard for a lot of kids, and I don’t think anyone in Pacifica would disagree with me.
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Sara Zarr, "Story of a Girl," "Sweethearts" author: Mr. Media Interview, Part 2
(Return to Part 1)BOB ANDELMAN: Why do you think kids get so absorbed by drama at that age? One of the things that kept hitting me was that, for Deanna, she obviously had a hard time seeing that there was any life past the city limits of Pacifica or that she couldn’t
escape past those limits. It kind of reminded me of one of the
Planet of the Apes films where they had their territory, but they couldn’t go beyond a certain point because it was the great unknown back there, and it was dangerous, and they’d never go past it.
SARA ZARR: I don’t know if I can really articulate enough to answer your question, but I do think adolescence is a particular time that is not childhood, and it’s not adulthood, and you are becoming something that you’re going to be, and at the same time, you’re living in occupied territory, basically. You don’t have a lot of control over your life. You’re living on the property and under the roof of other adults who you may or may not respect and/or get along with, who may or may not respect you or get along with you or make efforts to do so. I think there’s a sense of being in limbo, that you’re just waiting for this life to end and to just have some freedom and be able to make some choices of your own and break free of whatever role your family or your friends have put you into. And that, in itself, generates a lot of drama and angst and existential pondering. I don’t know what it is. I don’t know if there’s a biological/psychological reason. I know there’s been research lately about how adolescents’ brains are different than adult brains and different than children’s brains, and they just function in different ways, and I think there’s something biological, too. Adolescence is kind of a new concept in America. A hundred years ago, people Deanna’s age would be married and working on a farm or working in the city but being expected to contribute to society and start living their lives. And then this whole idea of high school and adolescence is pretty new when you look at the long-term arc, the big picture.
ANDELMAN: I was thinking about high school, obviously, while reading this and reflecting on it, and I was thinking, I wondered if there’s anyone for whom high school doesn’t suck on some level. I’m approaching my 30th reunion at, and I’ll mention it by name, North Brunswick Township High School in New Jersey, and my memories of the psycho-social drama of those days still sends a shiver down my spine.
ZARR: I think that’s why people respond to Young Adult fiction, and that’s why I’m always encouraging people of all ages to read more Young Adult fiction. You never do forget. As you just said, you never forget what it feels like to be 13 or 14 or 15, and a lot of us still walk around in our 30s and 40s really in touch with that insecure 13-year-old that wants to be accepted and wants to be liked and is not quite sure if we’re worthy of that. And I think young-adult fiction is just a great place where all those things are allowed to be explored in a way that’s not quite yet cynical. I don’t think good Young Adult fiction should go to the side of sentimentality about it, but there is sort of a freedom to say these little things do matter, and I don’t have to look at it from this jaded adult perspective all the time. And the little emotional deaths that happen to us everyday are important. It’s not always about the big epic adventure stories.
ANDELMAN: I was completely sucked into this story of a 13-year-old girl who made a mistake and is made to pay for it for years to come. And that leads me to something else that I have to ask you. By the end of the book, I had developed this intense curiosity about Deanna Lambert. And as successful as the book has been, I wondered if you’ve felt pressure to write a sequel -- because I would buy it.
ZARR: Good! I get a lot of messages from teen readers on myspace.com, and this question comes up a lot. They feel like the ending is pretty open-ended, and they want to know what happens, like right after that moment, what happens the next day, what happens the next year. I haven’t thought seriously about writing a sequel. I think sequels to work, you have to have the right story for the characters and be as inspired by a particular journey they are going to go on to write a sequel and make it work. I wouldn’t want to write one just for the sake of capitalizing on people’s interest in Deanna, so if the right story comes up and the opportunity comes up, I would never say no, because I love those characters, and I would love to see what they do, but I haven’t given them much serious thought.
ANDELMAN: You’re not ready for it yet.
ZARR: No, no, not yet. There are other irons in the fire.
ANDELMAN: Maybe you would have to live some more of your own life to be able to picture how maybe her life will be in 10 years.
ZARR: Definitely.
ANDELMAN: Like I said when we started, I got 30 pages into it, and I was like, well, okay, and then suddenly it just grabbed me, and I had to read the rest of it. I was quite surprised. You were talking about the Young Adult category. I sometimes go back to this. I have an 11-year-old, and she had seen the film
Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants and wanted to read the book, which is great, and she read the first book and then found that there was a second and a third, and she read those, and she can eat these books; they are like candy to her. Then I remember seeing, and I can’t remember the name of the author of the
Sisterhood books, but I saw that she had endorsed another book by another author who is called
Peaches, and I thought, well, great, if she’s endorsing it, it must fit into that genre, it would probably be okay for my daughter to read, and I got it, and I gave it to her, and then she came to me and said, “Dad, there’s a lot of
language in here that I probably shouldn’t be reading.” And I thought,
Really? And I looked at it, and I went,
Oh, my God! It’s like,
Oh, my God! And then we were going to buy the fourth
Sisterhood book, and then we heard all the warnings that these aren’t the same girls that they were… It’s the same characters, but they’re like six years older, five or six years older than they were when the series started, so if you have a younger child who’s reading this, don’t. So where I’m going with all this is I wonder if there’s a fine line in this category that you’re in of, there’s no graphic sexual content in
Story of a Girl, there’s a lot of stuff that’s implied, but it’s not graphic, and I wondered, where is that line that keeps you in the category, and what goes over the line?
ZARR: Well, that’s an ongoing dialogue among writers and publishers and editors. Young Adult fiction has become a category that encompasses so much, and they are, in fact, starting to add other categories, like lower YA and upper YA, to kind of help people know if it’s more like 11 to 13 or 14 or more like a 14 to 19 or 20 kind of a book. There’s a huge range, and also, when you look at adolescents’ lives, there’s a huge range of maturity in terms of thought and behavior and ability to look at stories and think about what they may or may not mean for their own lives, and it’s hard to say that a book that’s okay for one 13-year-old would be okay for another 13-year-old, and I think this is where it’s important for parents to pay attention to what kids are reading and have those conversations. I think the fact that your daughter brought the book to you and said, “I am not sure I should be reading this,” is a great sign that you have that kind of relationship where you talk about these things, and she has her own sense of what’s appropriate for her, and I think that’s great. I think that’s what every parent should kind of be working toward. It is tricky.
All writers, I think, most writers that I know, what we really want is to be true to the particular story we’re telling, to authentically tell a story to be true to those characters in that story, and though there is sometimes an expectation when you are writing for younger readers that you have a responsibility to the readers, for a lot of writers for young adults, that can just be a big burden. We get a little defensive. We feel like there’s a lot of stuff on TV that parents don’t seem to have any problem letting their kids watch that is a lot more questionable in our eyes than the context of a work of literary young adult fiction, and it’s just one of those things, like I said, you have to be in conversation with your kids and know your kids. When you see an author’s endorsement of a book it doesn’t necessarily mean it’s going to be the same type of book that that author has written or that it’s going to be appropriate, and it’s just one of those awareness things. Young Adult fiction is not like it was 30 years ago. It’s not sort of a safe go-to genre for anyone in their teens. There’s a huge range, and now, really, nothing is taboo in terms of content, so you really do need to read those story descriptions and figure out if that’s something that’s going to work for your kids.
ANDELMAN: Yeah, and I should say that her bringing that book to me, that was six months ago. Now, she’s watching “Ugly Betty” with her mother and I suspect being exposed to far more adult story lines than were in that book.
And along the line of movies and TV, I was just kind of curious if you had had inquiries about adapting the
Story of a Girl for Hollywood?
ZARR: In fact, yes. Actually, Kyra Sedgwick and Emily Lansbury have a little production company, I shouldn’t say little, I don’t know, have a production company together called Mixed Breed Films, and they have optioned the movie rights….
ANDELMAN: Oh, congratulations.
ZARR: ….to the
Story of a Girl, and I’m really excited about that. I love Kyra Sedgwick, and I just think she’s the right person for it, and I’m excited to see if that goes anywhere.
ANDELMAN: So, let me see if I remember how the game works. So that puts you one degree away from Kevin Bacon?
ZARR: I believe that is correct. One degree, and then now you would be two degrees, and anyone who sells you would be three, etc.
ANDELMAN: Beautiful, beautiful. I feel my life changing already.
What can you tell us about your new book,
Sweethearts, which I think I mentioned will be out Valentine’s Day 2008.
ZARR:
Sweethearts is the story about two kids who in elementary school were each other’s only friend, a boy and a girl, Cameron and Jennifer, and they were sort of outcasts for different reasons, and something happens that they experience together in fourth grade, something traumatic. They end up getting separated and don’t hear from each other for a long time, and then it’s now senior year of high school, and Cameron moves back into town and starts going to Jennifer’s high school, and as we say in the YA world, “Drama ensues.”
ANDELMAN: That would be the counterpart of “Hilarity ensues” in a sitcom?
ZARR: Yes, exactly. There’s not a lot of hilarity in this book.
ANDELMAN: I’m sorry. Obviously, from the title, I think I understand why it’s tied to Valentine’s Day, I think.
ZARR: Yes. Originally, the book was going to come out in April, and then Little, Brown did such an amazing job with the cover, the cover art -- there’s a pink cookie heart on the cover -- and with the title, it just seemed a natural fit to move it up to February.
ANDELMAN: You spent all those years writing the first book, which is not unusual. How long did you have to write this one, and then how hard or easy was it to kind of slip back into that mode?
ZARR: It was very fast and very difficult. Although when I say fast, it’s a little bit hard to tell exactly if you broke down how many hours for
Story of a Girl to versus how many hours
Sweethearts took, because when I was writing
Story of a Girl, I was working full time, and there would be long chunks of time when I wouldn’t be working on it at all, and then there were long chunks of time when it was out with different agents and editors were looking at it, a lot of waiting and not doing anything with it. So to say three or four years is a little bit deceptive, because I don’t know how big a percentage of that time was spent actually working on it.
But when I was writing
Sweethearts, I was writing full-time, and I was working on it nearly every day and several hours a day, so it did feel fast, and it was very difficult, not the work itself, but that whole second book psychosis thing where you feel like you might be under the sophomore curse, and
Story of a Girl was getting such positive reception, it was easy to feel like there was nowhere to go but down and be worried about disappointing everybody with a follow-up. But my editor and my wonderful agent sort of counseled me through that whole thing, my agent especially, a lot of hours on the phone, where I was almost crying but not quite, just holding it together and having to put down the phone and say, “Excuse me, I have to blow my nose now.” But it was all psychological. I don’t think it really had anything to do with the actual work, and I realized it was really important to just finish it. I talked to Chris Crutcher, who is a great author of Young Adult fiction, and he’s been writing for 20-some years, and I met him at a conference at one point last year and talked to him about the second book stuff, and he said he knew more writers who just almost literally had nervous breakdowns in the writing of their second books and never finished them, and I just knew I had to finish this book to just get over the symbolic hurdle, if nothing else, and just get it done, and it’s turned out great. I’m really excited for February.
ANDELMAN: So not so concerned about meeting unreasonable expectations at this point?
ZARR: I think it’s a different kind of a book. I think it’ll attract maybe a little bit of a different audience, maybe some new readers. Maybe some people who loved
Story of a Girl won’t love it, but I think people who didn’t love
Story of a Girl might love this one. You just never know, but I’m over the unnecessary anxiety about it. Now I just have the normal anxiety.
ANDELMAN: And I understand you are already working on a third book.
ZARR: I am, yes.
ANDELMAN: Anything you can let out about that at this point?
ZARR: No. It’s a little early… it’s not superstition, but I just don’t want to talk it to death before I’m really done writing it.
ANDELMAN: I would have been very disappointed and surprised if you had said anything more than that, so I think that was a good answer. Before we wrap up, I’m kind of curious, when you were writing the first book, what were you doing professionally? Where were you in your life?
ZARR: I have held a variety of dead-end administrative jobs ever since I graduated from college. I didn’t study writing in college. It wasn’t until I was 25 that I decided to really go for the whole writing novels thing, and I kept taking jobs that wouldn’t be too stressful, that I wouldn’t have to sort of bring home with me, jobs I could just leave at the door so that I could write in the evenings, and so I think when I started it, maybe I was working as an indexer for the Gale Group, just indexing periodicals. That was pretty exciting. I’ve worked as a church secretary, I’ve worked as an office manager for a small company, but for most of the writing of it, I was working as an indexer and then a church secretary.
ANDELMAN: Have any of these people that you worked with in the preceding years, have they caught up to you? Have they figured out what’s become of you?
ZARR: I write under my maiden name, so I have a different name, a different last name at all those jobs, and I don’t know that everyone’s really made the connection. But I have heard from some people who, at the indexing job, I worked under my maiden name there, as well, and some people tracked me down, but it was kind of a secret second life, so I don’t know how many people really know. But the important thing is, people that I knew in high school, if they ever Google me, they will find me and see that I am successful.
ANDELMAN: They will be surprised. Well, it seems to me like you are doing okay.
ZARR: I am. I am doing well.
ANDELMAN: As I said in the introduction, fear not for Sara Zarr. I think she’s going to come out of this okay. Sara, thank you so much for joining us today on Mr. Media.
ZARR: Thank you. It was a pleasure.
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